Friday, January 4, 2013

Hoping

I was hoping that Brian would have checked himself back into rehab, BUT NOPE someone spotted him in the town were 8 out of 10 of his pot head friends live! He was with some other person both carrying bags. as they passed them they saw a cop (they were going opposite ways) She was going out of the town as Brian was heading towards it and a cop was going Brian's direction, she could see in her mirror that his lights went on. Its a dangerous road to be walking on, so whether or not he did it for safety or actually stop them she doesn't know. As for his dad he still has not called me back. I called him Tuesday told him what was going on and that he had to take him in or he would be homeless. He told me he would call me write back but that is his famous line. "I'll call you right back" or "we will talk about it later" With him they never happen. It breaks my heart that he does this. And it breaks my heart that I had to do with with Brian, he just was not getting it and hurting me so bad, deprecating me. He has 2 younger siblings here and his brother is not happy with his brother choices he has made.

1 comment:

Kathy said...

Sharon, I so wish I had some words of wisdom for you, but I don't. Just know that I keep you close in my heart while you struggle through this dark time. You're sad, you hurt because you are a mother who loves her son. I pray for him that he will get better.
Kathy