Friday, July 3, 2009

why do I let him get to me like this

I could cry right now because I am all alone in this, the ex is acting as if he cares but he doesn't give a crap. he makes my blood boil. I don't know what I even saw in him all those yrs ago!
David went to the hospital the other night and was acting like father of the yr, the very next morning he was calling here making plans for the kids for the weekend, and when I said Brian is in the hospital he said "OH yeah that's right!" how do you forget in less the 24 hrs... ?
I know hate is such a strong word but I hate him!
Brian might be getting out the hospital today or Sunday not sure yet. His burns are healing nicely.
That's not all he did yesterday... He calls again later and ask what Bethany is doing that he wants to take her along with camille so camille could pick out a hamster! I said NO, he said WHY I said you know Bethany wants a hamster, he said "she can play with it when she comes here!" then Brent had an appointment with the Dr's for football and when david came here to get him he asked where it was even though I told him three times in the week and then calls again while driving there Where am I taking him and I told him, he was like "where's that rd at?" , I told him, he could of used his damn GPS... I told him the same dr we have been using for the past 16 yrs, he says "well I have other dr's to remember, and I say and I don't? he made me give him gas money to take me to go see Brian, he says I owe him 10 dollars anyway this coming from an asshole who owes me 2621.12 in CS.... UGH so much for him being so tuned in to his kids, he drives me crazy!! I want to scream.


Joann said...

OMGosh!!! I don't blame you one bit!! It sounds like he doesn't have a CLUE about his kid's lives!! Do you drive or have a car, if so, I would just refuse having him around, don't depend on him at all anymore. YOU are the only person there for your kids. Buying a hamster for Camille, and not Bethany is like a slap in the face to Bethany. If this is what kind of father he'll be, Bethany will learn to hate him eventually, on her own. I'm so sorry that you are having to deal with this, I'm sure that is a big hurt for you. I hope that you don't NEED him for anything.

mortonlake said...

im sorry love,all i can take care,love mort xx

Missie said...

I'm sorry you have to deal with that crap. Why do most ex-husbands act like that?

Hope you have good week!