It's come to my attention

It's come to my attention that I have not done an entry in a while! And it seems as if I am losing readers too!
Time is getting away from me and there hasn't been to much to blog about.
Lets see ..

Went to the Dr's last tuesday I was having some concerns BUT the Dr says everyhting is OK!

I am 99.9% sure it is over between Rob and I... We are better off as friends! I have heard from him once in the last 10 days.

Some where out there is My Mr Right... So I put my name back up on a web date site, who knows maybe he might be there, BUT I am not expecting to much from it either!
Maybe God doesn't want me with anyone? maybe I am not meeting anyone because God is trying to protect my heart?


I've been going out with my friend a lot lately, and have made some new freinds in the processes! It's about time been up here 18 yrs and I really only have people I just say HI to in passing. BUT I am finally starting to make a few friends. My oldest is getting up set with me that I am going out a lot! It's not like we are going to the bars though, well we do BUT most nights we just go for walks!

Tonight I am going back up to her house for dinner with the girls and the kids! So they are invited too! Most likely brittany and her bf won't go! BUT she was invited so she can't complain!

I am having a quiet day here , only one day care child and she fell asleep!
I probably should be doing laundry, BUT I don't feel like it! BUT I guess I should.

Who knows I may actaully have something real to blog about soon! Maybe!

DID u Know?

THIS JUST IN ... Study finds that cell phone airwaves tend to not be as effective for men as they are for women!"

2009 Right??

this is 2009

and yet some men think that the womens place is still is in the kitchen!!!

oh my

so the other night I was talking to some "one" (male) and they mentioned how they can't stand when dishes are left in the sink! (NOT my sink) ...
I say "well do them!"
he told me that he feels that is a womens JOB!!!
OMG... strike ONE.....

Then....


I am on the phone thursday night with this same person and he tells me how his son is in a relationship and getting married to this girl who Wears the pants in the relationship she says what goes and has final say! ALL say. according to this friend .... his son has NO say!



So my friend goes on to say he may be a male chauvinist ... Because he believes the man has the final say, of course the women has some in put BUT he has the final say( can we say strike 2)!!! Then he asked me how I felt about that... OH MY GOSH talk about LMAO... and I did too after I clamed down for a bit from my fit of laughter... Said I just got out of a relationship like that and boy am I glad I don't have a man to answer to anymore...







Yeah this relationship is doomed!!!

My Head Hurts

HE came over Tuesday night stayed for about 20 minutes maybe less, left me more confused then ever,He said he wanted to be with me and in a relationship, But then made a comment that he wanted to see me happy even if it was without him ( he must of heard my songs on myspace) ( he knows I like lyrics) or it was just a coincidence?
He says he wants to be in a relationship with me BUT on his terms... When he is not working (which is pretty much 24/7), he will squeeze me in. BUT work comes first it is just who he is. I just wonder what he is going to do when he is older and can't do this job anymore? Will his gun and un served warrants keep him warm at night or hug him when he is scared and lonely? So does that mean I am suppose to sit around collect cob webs and wait for him to call to ask me out? Dust my self off and be ready and say OK!
He said with summer coming his job his only going to get worse.
But he also told me that his last relationship was a very passionate one. I don't get how he had a passionate relationship if there was never any time? BUT then again she does live in the same town as him. So maybe?
I don't know I am so confused!
I don't want to hurt him. BUT I don't want to be hurt either.
Maybe we are just better off friends? I don't want things to get messy and ugly. I don't want to hurt or get hurt.
Just knowing some of the things I know though from all our talks makes me sad! I hate this!
Maybe just date? no relationship? no fuss no muss? no strings? go back to friends and go from there? Can you really go back though? Is that possible?

There comes a point

There comes a point in your life when you realize:
Who matters,
Who never did,
Who won't anymore...
And who always will...
So, don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future..

never forget

Never forget what is worth remembering or remember what is best forgotten.

memories

There are some things from our high school experiences that we will carry with us for the rest of our lives and some memories that we choose to forget. But when we look back at those experiences, we’ll see our friends, the ones who got us through everything, and we’ll realize how lucky we are to have them.